I AMgoing to be somebody.

Don't question it. Just sit back and watch.

Two men
They started walking
Started talking bout better days
One says to the other
We do it all again
Seems I knew I would

And now I found it
Found I got it
I didn't want this
Somebody help me see
Now I feel it
Feel like I've been there
I didn't need this
Somebody help me breathe

Here we are again
Just face to facing
Each other another day
Who wins
Well who cares
It always ends up the same
Seems I knew I would

And now I found it
Found I got it
I didn't want this
Somebody help me see
And now I feel it
Feel that I've been there
I didn't need this
Would Somebody help me stand
And now I've told them
Already warned them
I didn't want this
Somebody help me breathe

If I was them
Then I wanna be

What I see
If I could drag my life in a moment
Wanna know do you want me to go
Gonna keep it all from ending
Never stop myself from pretending
That you always knew that I never could

All I ever really wanted was to be the same
Equal treatment never ever comes
and there they go again
All I ever really wanted was to be like you
So perfect
So worthless
If I could take it all back think again
I would

And now I found it
Found I got it
I didn't want this
Somebody help me see
Now I feel it
Feel that I've been there
I didn't need this
Somebody help me stand
And now I've told them
I didn't want this
I didn't need this
Would somebody help me breathe
Would somebody help me breathe
Would somebody help me?

An oldy but still a goody. There's not much to update on sadly.

Work still sucks.

I still love Jessica.

People are still strange.

And I'm still restless being here.

This place tends to kill anything that moves.

I remember when we were bright eyed kids

and we knew so much better...

YEAH RIGHT!

You have Olive to thank for this update. =]

She inspired me to revive this thing.

Eh it got a makeover. I like the pic, just not sure if it's spiffy enough for me.

[I read your letter.|The one you left when you broke into my house| I'm retracing every step you made|]

\\\\So much for that dream job\\\\\\

I think it's time for an update.

Been long enough afterall.

IMO this xanga> BlueSkies_AtWar.

So come to this one people.

I command you. Sort of.

Graduation was a train wreck.

But I'm glad I went...somehow I envisioned things being

bigger. I imagined a more elaborate set up.

We got spray painted boards and a stage that even midgets wouldn't like.

End of one chapter...beginning of another- my ass.

I've been lazy these past few weeks. It happens I guess.

But I feel so devoid of ambition.

I hate vague posts.

Especially the ones that might be about you.

Come out and say it..it makes things easier.

My birthday...in 3 days?

Ummm I need plans for the day before or after.

Either way...I need to hang with my people.

The big 1-9..going on extinct.

Thank you Fall Out Boy...such lyrics make me swoon.

Anyone else NOT ready for hurricane season?

Here we go again...

In other news, things are great between the Jess and I.

I'd  take the time out and jive about how we proved the haters wrong..

but any and all haters have been mute.

Our one year was on the 14th.

Take that...bitches.

Currently Watching Double Jeopardy see related